Looking...

I keep telling myself and others that if it happens, it happens.  It's not a priority while I'm starting over.  But what if it doesn't?  Should I be the one to be proactive?

I kind of dream and can almost what it must feel like to be in that place.  But I'm also worried about it ending.  

I will take it as it comes.  I enjoy this time, but...

Must get into gear

I told myself that working hard more than ever, starts now.  I just need to get there.